The moment i get out, they keep pulling me back in.
Ever been completely ready to give up on something, then something comes along and puts you right back in the game?

That's my life right now.
Girls. I can't find one to save my life. Basically a weekend spent watching ones i have interest in being interested in someone else...to say the least. Hope was lost. I decided the time to throw in the towel was now.

But as if by some miracle, someone i haven't seen in a long time came out of nowhere. I had always felt for this girl, but never mentioned it due to certain circumstances. but that's not an issue no longer, so mentioned it has been.

Mixed feelings

To put it simply is what i have. The kind that you're glad for the reason, but not for the fact that you're up all night thinking about it. i'm more excited than i've been since...well i don't know. but heartbroken is where i see this going...maybe more like i fear it going. I always expect the worst, but hope for the best. Not being sure if she feels the same for me isn't helping.
but to sum up my feelings into one word...

Giddy<3